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*this is a list dario and andrew came up with over the summer*
YOU MIGHT BE GOTH IF...
*-you wear huge thick pants in the middle of summer
-you shop at hot topic and listen to linkin park
-you tried to kill yourself when your mom didnt let you go to the movies
-you buy all the spongebob merchandise at Hot Topic
-you consider Coal Chamber "gothic death metal"
-if your a girl, your favorite movie is "the Craft"
-FEAR on mtv is your favorite tv show because they talk about "evil" and "satan"
-you worship Marilyn Manson and Spongebob
-when you got caught smoking weed you told your mom that 'all the cool kids do it'
-you killed yourself becasue ozzy osbourne told you to (the song suicide solution)
-you wear crosses and then talk about how much you hate christianity
-only colors for makeup are black and white
-you slit your wrists whevever you listen to marilyn manson
-you listen to music in a cave because it's underground music
-you purchase all the books on wicca that you can find
-you wear fairy wings with your black clothing
-you refuse to fall in love because it might bring you happiness and it will ruin your plans of having a miserable life of no purpose
*-u tell ppl how fake they r
-you act like your life is all damnation and torture when everyday you sit back in your million dollar house and watch cartoons, then get your mother to bring you places so she can buy you New Found Glory cds.
-you think Juliya from Much Music is hot
-you look like you went swimming in a big can of dulux
-You get made fun of all the time and cut yourself in return
*-you put saftey pins in all of your clothes to show off your gothness
-you go to satanist marches heald by the most goth person in the world, marilyn manson
*-you think chicks with pale skin are hot
-you mosh at tool concerts
-you wear crosses and then talk about how much you hate god and christianity
-your dad is ozzy osbourne
-you never leave your house without your ballchain necklace
-your shoutweb screen name is anticulture
-you say that NIN is industrial goth death metal
-you pretend to be stoned 24/7
- you spend friday nights cleaing your coffin
- you like to wear your marilyn manson shirt to "scare the children"
-if you wear sunglasses in broad daylight
-if you think you're a vampire and supplement this by wearing white contacts and fangs
*-if you write cliched poetry thats totally centered on being depressed/angry/mutilated in some way and at the same time, makes no sense at all.
- you look like a runover dead crackwhore
- you have one friend and he thinks he's dracula
-You pay 6 bucks for cigarettes that match your outfit
- You wear sunglasses in the produce department at night
-You won't get in a fight because it might smudge your make up
-You wake up still drunk at 3 in the afternoon with anonymous black lipstick on your face
- People can't tell whether you're searching for a missing contact or dancing
- The only day you feel normal is Halloween
- You don't know whether the person you're sleeping with is male or female until you're actually in bed with them
- You don't care
- The shade of powder you wear is called "Sheet Of Paper"
- You were rooting for the vampires in "From Dusk Til Dawn", "Lost Boys", etc.
- The Count was your favorite Sesame Street character as a child
- You watch Sesame Street as an adult just to see The Count
- You wear long, velvet coats in the middle of summer
*- You go to Denny's at 5 in the morning and think, "These are my people"
*- You think dead flowers are prettier than live ones
- You think anything dead is pretty
- You refer to your age in mortal years
- You give yourself the honorary title of Lord or Lady
- You dressed as The Crow for Halloween one year
- You have dressed as The Crow for Halloween the past few years
- The club you frequent has concocted an original drink called "The Vampire's Kiss"
- You buy fishnets and rip them on purpose
*- You think blood is "pretty"
*-Your combat boots cost more than it takes to feed a third world child for two years
- Friday the Thirteenth is your lucky day
- You can't decide whether Morticia Addams or Lily Munster is prettier
- You decide Wednesday blows them both away
*- You could easily blow in a Halloween store
- You could spend all on just make up
- You were disappointed to find out that "American Gothic" is a portrait of two farmers
- You own a hearse
- You keep a coffin in the back as "decoration"
- You keep a coffin in the back as a bed
- You think of the hearse as the "family car"
- You think heresy is a religion
- You claim heresy as YOUR religion
- You own a glow-in-the-dark rosary that alternates between your neck and the rearview mirror in your car
- You fashion your eyeliner after a culture that's been dead over 2000 years
- You plan to name your first born after ANY Anne Rice character
- Your purse is large, square and metal
- The purse has scratches from being used in a fight
- It has scratches from being kicked on the dance floor
-if you go for weeks without washing your hair
-if you're a guy who's got acrylic nails that happen to be painted black
*-if you talk about how you hate Hot Topic yet you secretly spend every waking moment there
-if you're afraid of sunlight
-You think bats are "cute"
- You argue on whether Poppy Z. Brite or Anne Rice has the more realistic view on vampires
- You can debate both sides of that argument
- You've participated in one of those "Do you think Tom Cruise was good as Lestat?" conversations
- You and your friends enjoy congregating in a local graveyard
- You and your friends take lengthy drives to visit non-local graveyards
- You take pictures of the gravestones while reciting Oscar Wylde or singing "Cemetry Gates" by The Smiths
- You know the words to "Cemetry Gates" by The Smiths
- You know who The Smiths are
- Your favorite poem is "The Raven" by Edgar Allen Poe
- You spell Vampire either Vampyre or Vamphyre
- Your boyfriend complains that his ribs just don't stick out the way they used to
- Your girlfriend complains that you look better in her black, velvet skirt than she does
- You refer to others as "The Normals"
- You are happy when no one has ever heard of your favorite band
- When someone else "discovers" your favorite band, you find another favorite band
- Christians accost you with pamphlets on the street frequently
- You accost Christians with pamphlets on the street
- Satanists just look at you and smile
- You laugh hysterically during those Church Of Latter-Day Saints commercials
- You call for the free Bible anyway
- You take great pleasure in vandalizing said Bible after waiting impatiently by your mailbox for 4-6 weeks
- You stop vandalizing the Bible momentarily to look up Psalm 69
- In your honest opinion, the image of Jesus ruins the beauty and natural fluidity of the cross
- You've been with your significant other for over a year and still wonder what they look like without make up
- You and your boyfriend fight over make up
- You decide to get matching his/hers make up caddies to separate your make up
- You smudge your lipstick on purpose
- You eat those limited edition pop-tarts just because they have bats on them
- You save them because Hey!...they're limited edition
- You call them goth-tarts
- you celebrate satan's birthday
- your room looks like satan's funeral
- you always look like you woke up on the wrong side of the bed
- when people call you goth you take it as a compliment
- you wear dogchain necklaces because satan has to keep you on a leash
- you get offended when people tell you that slipknot isn't death metal
-you wear fake vampire fangs and pray to vampire gods to make you a real vampire



CURRENT MUSIC: by the way- rhcp
MOOd- PAINNN
TIME: 11:39am
WHAT THE FUCK AM I DONING AT HOME- broke my toe and i cant walk... :/
ahh fuck a fuck screw a cangeroo 69 a porkipine big orgy at the zoo!
BOW BOW BOW BOW BOWBOW BOWBWOWOWOWOWOWOWOWOWOW blood bath....???!?!?! ~~~~~~~~~~*hands motions*KIS THAT DYKE U KNOW U WANT THE WHOLE something ????? beat that game but not the way that we play.... ?!?! WAITING FOR!!!!! ok ok im done now... holy fuck. today i saw the new rhcps video... i was flipping troght the channcels and i got to mtv and it just started and dude it was soooo swweeeet!!! DOWNLOAD THAT SONG i dont knowwhat its called but its the new song from by the way......
i found all these new great bands... soo prettie!! i just donwloaded YOUR ENEMIES FRIENDS and i need to listen to them.... yea... anyways... frist guitar lesson tonight.. i need to go to jessicas and get cruches... NOT CRUNCHES!! hahaha im soo amusing sometimes :-) anyways gonna go now.... adios.


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http://thedonnas.com
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http://Tuuli.com
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I Look At her In That Paper Dress. I Wonder Why She Won't Burn. She's Just A Paper Doll, Thats All, Just A Paper Doll. I Dress Her Up She Knocks Me down They Try Her On For Size, she Fits Nice. One Size Fits All Now Her Soul Is Dead, Now Her Bodies Raw, You Can Numb Her Pain Watch The Blood Run Down Her Face. But Dont Take Notice. Watch The Blood Run Down Her Arms. Please Don't Take Notice. I Know You Have Her Soul. (and) I See It In Your Eyes. She Knows You Have Her Soul. (and) She Sees It In Your Eyes. Now Her Soul Is Dead, Now Her Bodies Raw, WASH AWAY HER PAIN She Wants You To Eat Her Pain. She Wants You To Eat Her Remains -kittie, paperdoll


I'm just a hat and feet
That's all that's left of me
A spot on the sidewalk
A mark on the street
I'm just a hat and feet
I'm just a hat and feet
You dropped a bomb on me
I didn't even see
Like a falling piano
From out of a window
Now I'm just a hat and feet
I'm just a hat and feet
I'm just a sitting duck
That ran out of luck
I'm the unhappy guy
That didn't look up high
I started running when I saw it coming
It got faster and louder til I took a powder
-hat and feet, fountains of wayne


Anthrax used to be a band
When Daddy Bush was President
A Christian man
A Mason too
So old...but vigilant as the flu
He bombed em here
He bombed em there
He had them Arabs running scared
His boys were raised by the CIA
And now they just won't go away
So...Fuck Bush
Cause there's nothing left to do
Fuck Bush
Cause he's hairy and ugly too
Fuck Bush
Doesn't matter if you're straight or gay
Fuck Bush...
Well here come's Georgie W.
A little boy without a clue
"Oh daddy I wanna be President too!
I wanna bomb Arabs just like you"
So daddy said "Hey Georgie tell you what
Gonna make you a President sure enough
But you do as I say or I'll get the switch
Cause remember you'll always be daddy's bitch"
Now what those Bushes think is outta sight
Is another show of military might
Now ain't it funny
Ain't it the truth
When they're in the White House
All Hell breaks loose
They got Brother Jeb with his hanging chads
Got secret service men coming out of their ass
Got Saddam and Osama in their rolodex
Got Cheney working out on the Soloflex
Got bombs and terrorists up their sleeves
Got Ashcroft and Colin tongue tied and knock-kneed
Every time they Arabs their ratings go up
Yes they know how to keep their cattle round up
My favorite four letter words are
Fuck Bush...
-fuck bush

"one more trip down to the lost and found, to find your heart that the quarterback punk dropped on the ground, one more trip down to the lost and found, to find your heart, left out, the one they picked last for the football game, beat up after class.... your finding out that you dont fit in this time around...you wont be the last one anymore"


CURENT EVIL PLAN: this time its not evil... i just want my hair back :'(


"my ass is moist" -evan


I would die for you I've been dying just to feel you by my side To know that you're mine I will cry for you I will wash away your pain with all my tears And drown your fear I will pray for you I will sell my soul for something pure and true Someone like you See your face every place that I walk in Hear your voice every time I am talking You will believe in me And I will never be ignored I will burn for you Feel pain for you I will twist the knife and bleed my aching heart I'll tear it apart I will lie for you I can steal for you I will crawl on hands and knees until you see You're just like me Violate all my love that I'm missing Throw away all the pain that I'm living You will believe in me And I can never be ignored I would die for you I would kill for you I will steal for you I'd do time for you I would wait for you I'd make room for you I'd sail ships for you To be close to you To be a part of you 'Cause I believe in you I believe in you I would die for you.


Angels are Too GooD tO Be PRetTie..
I am AN EvIL FaIRy.

"I only smile in the dark
My only comfort is the night gone black
I didn't accidentally tell you that
I'm only happy when it rains...
Pour your misery down, pour your misery down on me"
-garbage only happy when it rains



"But I'm on the outside
And I'm looking in
I can see through you
See your true colors
'Cause inside your ugly
Your ugly like me
I can see through you
See to the real you"
-staind outside


"I'm missing your bed
I never sleep
Avoiding the spots where we'd have to speak...
I'm cuddling close
To blankets and sheets
But you're not alone, and you're not discreet
Make sure I know who's taking you home.
I'm reading your note over again
There's not a word that I comprehend,
Except when you signed it
"I will love you always and forever."
Well As for now I'm gonna hear the saddest songs... as for me, I wish that I were anywhere with anyone
Making out...I hope you're as happy as you 're pretending.
I am alone
In my defeat I wish I knew you were safely at home..."
-dashboard confesional, screaming infedelties




love is a lie.

nessicties for the weak:
-sleep
-peeing
-boyfriends
-make up
-caring
-SUICIDE

nessicties for life:
-camara
-lighter
-pocket knife
-perment markers
-tape
-midol
-safty pins

Tom1417 (10:42:03 AM):
Kat's gonna fall for me, you watch... Ima drive up tomorrow night in
my dad's benz with the stereo blastin, bling-bling... lol








1903since 10.15.2002