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THe greatest cds i own:
-soon garbage *christinas mix that jessies burning for me*
-Vendetta red- from warped tour
-alice in chains
-battery
-nirvanas greatest hits
-monica sex
-oasis- whats the story [morning glory]
-weezer- all 3 cds: blue, green, pink, stephen bought them for me for chrismas
-aviv geffen- road dairy and white nights
-THURSdAY!!
-american hi fi
-AFi- kuno bured me 3 songs
-eve 6

MY LIST

1.shh not telling
2.Pierce belly button
3.Pierce more places in my ears
4.Get a tatto
5.Have sex in a church on mrs. dale's desk on a dentist's chair while smoking and eating cheesecake while taping it and licking ice cream off me with ice cubes and choclate syrup taping it and giving the tape to stephen
6.Go skydiving or bundgy jumping or something high and skary or hot air ballon
DONE7.Go to HFStival or Warped Tour- warped tour aguast 8th 2002 with jesshika brian wade and josh
8.Live with Jessica
9.Learn guitar
DONE10.Go to a concert- warped tour 2002
DONE11.Sneak out of the house- 9.10.2002 at najvas house with masha and jessica
12.Do everything on the Road Trip list
13.Have the Bestest Summer
14.Do everything on what to do over the summer list
DONE15.Take Jessica to the beach-7.21.02 with Brian
HALFDONE16.Loose my voice- a little at warped tour 2002
17.Use a paintball gun
18.go to a rave
19.Get a futon bed
DONE20.Ride around in an electric cart- Before HSAs at gaint 5.22.02
21.Own a yellow car
22.Take the perfect picture
DONE23.Study designing- 9th grade with Mrs. Anderson
24.Be home again
25.Pass on my ring to my daugther
26.Own my own big box
27.Marry for love
28.Make a change in someone's life
29.Road trip with Jessica
30.Be a good mom
31.Have an apartment with Jessica
32.Have sex
33.Talk to my cousin- Aaron
DONE34.Have a usall somewhere- Potomac Pizza- sprite
35.Have a best guy friend
36.Go to the 930 club, or the black cat or any club with a concert
DONE37.Give Jessie the bestest birthday party-7.11.02 at my house
38.Be friends with anyone I was friends with in elemantry school
39.Graduate High school
40.Runaway
41.Fill my room with pictures eccept jessica's wall
42.Go to a sex store
43.Pierce my lip or tounge
44.Have a job at a pretty store
45.Have a band- HYSTERIKA
DONE46.Get the Monica Sex cd- 7.25.02 from Gili Ptsaim and Neshikot and Ichasim Ptochim
47.Grow my own bud
DONE48.Hook up with a random hot guy- 8.15.02 hot guy at montgomry mall that works at hot topic
DONE49.Own big pants- From hot Topic with free spongebob from hot guy
50.Paint a wall with random prettie colors
51.Visit my grandma
52.Go to my high school reunion
53.Drink 15 beers
54.Pass out
55.Trow up
56.Watch Secret Admirer- if not the whole movie then the half i have at home
DONE57.Get a rose at school- From Kevin 5.31.02
DONE58.Get a black rose- From Jessica at lakeforest mall 6.8.02
59.Go back home and go through all my stuff
60.See my first best friend
61.Have a bonefire
62.Raise a duck
63.Hook up with: Gon, Adi, and Daniel
64.Go to Club Lu Lu's
65.dye my hair a weird color
66.Go to the club with the paint stuff
67.Take Jessica to Israel
68.Do everything On this list
DONE69.Take the 300 question quiz
70.Take a day off
71.Screw *literely* new years eve... Have fun new years day
DONE72.Get a ride in Robbie's car 4.5.02 with Rusty, Robbie and Jessica
DONE73.See oliver's face- Before 8th period English with Kunal- 9th grade
DONE74.Meet Jessica's grandma-August 2002
DONE75.Take Jessie to Hot Topic-7.10.02 at montgomry mall
DONE76.Make Jessie order a pizza- Shakespears birthday 4.25.02
DONE77.Go to georgetown with friends- with jesshika Labor day 2002
DONE78.Figure out Jessie's number two- Shakespears birthday 4.25.02
DONE79.Figure out Jessie's number one-7.11.02 at my house at jessies suprise party
DONE80.Make jessie not mad at me- sometimes after I smoked a stupid cigerette with John.
81.Not smoke a cigerette untill i'm at least 18
82.Get Jessica to trust me again.
83.Get a skateboard
84.Learn HOW TO SKATEboard
85.ride around on a lawn mower
86.make brittney not care about what other people think
87.get an appartment on the beach for the summer
88.go skinny deeping
89.see yoav
DONE90.read a walk to remember- august 2002
91.have a valentine
DONE92.Get rusty's tiger- 5.30.02 at school
DONE93.become bestest friends with corey
DONE94.stand on the thing at the pool- at laurs birthday party 6/8/02
95.Go with Jessie to get ice cream
DONE96.Go to Joe's crab shack with Jessie- 6.14.02 with Wade
97.Have a notebook for each summer and write prettie things that me and Jessie do
98.Never go to homecomming by choice again.
99.Attempt to do the list of things from the bored list
DONE100.See good charlotte in concert-August 8 warped tour 2002
DONE101.Get my black sunglasses-7.10.02 my "stalker" bought them for me at pacsun
DONE102.Own the book "The House On Mango Street"-6.26.02 My mom bought it for me at the mall :)

103.Learn how to play pool
104.Learn how to play poker
105.Make out in a photo booth
106.Eat fudge
DONE107.Go crowd surrfing- WARPed tour 2002 to thursday (i think)
DONE108.Dye Jessie's hair- 6.20.02 at my house, dyed it blue, came out green
DONE109.Jump off the high dive board thing-6.23.02 at my cousin's pool
DONE110.Get a fairy poster-9.14.2002 from ben
111.Sleep next to someone and hold them tight
112.Pool at night
113.Spend the night at a guy's house again
114.Go to an after party
115.Go horseback riding in water
DONE116.Bonefire- at christinas birthday party 9.14.2002
DONE117.BUy pretttie pants!- 7.10.2002 hot topic
118.Go to a show at broadway with my mom



laura said that i am uniqe, fearless and beatiful :)
jessica said that if i were a guy i would be the greatest boyfriend.

my plan for life... *it might change*
well school ends adn then i think me and u should get an appartment at teh beach for the summer- That will clear about 3 thingsoff my list- then i might go to the army, if i do then after i finish i think im gonna find someone to go with me to mexico, and europe and all these places in the world, adn if i dont go to teh army ill just do that while eveyrones in collgee,
then when im done with my around the world trips ill start studing, may be arts or writing,

GIVING UP ON LOVE by the ATARIS
these past few weeks
I've been confused
sometimes I wonder if
I'm better off alone.

you fall in love
then break your heart.
you fall in love again
its never ending.

I used to have this friend
who took his fiance
to see billy idol
a couple weeks before
their wedding day.
the chick got backstage
and left my friend outside.
next day he called
from a hotel
asking for a ride.

I guess I'm giving up on love
'cause it really kind of sucks

uninspired
and growing tired
why am I always
so attracted to drama?

so here I am
grown up at 23
will someone tell me
what it takes to be happy?

I play in my band
and write a lot of songs
about relationships
and how mine went wrong.
maybe I'll meet that special
girl along the way
then she'll break my heart
and leave me crying.

don't wait for the sun
it could turn black any day
i lost my hat in the clouds
when will the haze go away
i never wanted this
-DONT WAIT FOR THE SUN by AMERICAN HI FI